IT’S BEEN SO LONG…
It’s been so long…
I’ve been striving
I’ve been struggling
I’ve been surviving
I kept trying
I kept trying
I never stop trying
I push
I pull
I fall
Too much
Too much
Much muSh
God
My head is bursting
My brain is boiling
My hair is silvering
It’s never right
It’s never enough
It’s never satisfying
Money never comes
Miracles never happen
Mistakes never corrected
Problems always visit
Works always come
Sicknesses always land
Excuses are truths
Truths are excuses
Both never accepted
Always be strong
Won’t break down
But all goes wrong.
God
Time crawls
Time jumps
Time flies
It says silently;
go, go, go
Go, Go, Go
GO, GO, GO
I say loudly;
stop, stop, stop
Stop, Stop, Stop
STOP, STOP, resume
Alas!
I’m waiting
Waiting for time
Time to pass
Alas!
I’m waiting
Waiting for you
You to go
Flowers
Cards
Hugs
Kisses
Sex
Desire
Sex
Sex
Red
Tongue
Touch
Meat
Blossom
Him, I love never comes
He, comes never I love
How can I ever love?
Cigarette
Liquor
Drug
Sex
Run!
Run away!
I’m running away
Men
Imbeciles
Bastards
Women?
Chicken
Bitches
My beauty; fades
My energy; slipping
My youth; gone
Gone
All this life
All this time
All this days
Nothing to be done
Nothing to be fixed
Nothing to be perfected
Sick of all the people
Sick of all the works
Sick of all the shit
It’s been SO long…
I just need a long,
long breaC
K
BREAK from EVERYTHING
EVERYONE…
Please RELEASE me
LET ME GO…
Let me go…
Far away
I’m tire.
Original copyright © Cindy Tey, 2005
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
It's Been So Long... (9 Dec 05)
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